We talk allot (both here and at home) about living your best life. Your most authentic life. Your bliss. Living each moment with the juice of it dripping deliciously off of your chin. But some days the happiness eludes us all, even here.
Pete was in a Hurry. A Big Hurry. It was a little tense around here as he hurried the kid and hustled around getting ready to leave. "Where are you going?" I asked. "I'm taking the kids to the park," he replied. "To play."
There are these moments where my eyes open wide and my jaw drops a bit and I think, Really? Really? This is how we're choosing to spend this day? The absurdity of hurrying to the park was enough to knock me on my butt and make me to take stock of our emotional space. Yes, the toilet overflowed this morning. Again. Yes, the kids stayed up late and Lupine is grumpy. Yes, we woke to a kitchen still full of yesterday's dirty dishes. Yes, there's allot to get done, like always.
But there is nothing beyond this moment. There is today. How are you spending it?
I, too, have hurried to the park. And the coop. And the library. And who-knows-where. I, too, have hurried to get the kids in bed right-on-time-and-not-a-minute late. I too have sucked the joy out of moment after moment as I rush along with my brow furled and my head down.
But for what? I am seeing a stick with no carrot in this. And I'm not interested in a stick.
So right now, in the midst of my busy work day I am pausing from my own business. I am going to grind grains and bake bread. To hell with the schedule. I want my kids to enjoy fresh, warm bread at lunchtime and that comes first.
Sometimes running a home-based business and trying to fix up our house and planting a garden and sorting the recycling and homeschooling and DIY-everything gets to be allot. And with that we're planning on bringing on chickens (and maybe bees!?) in our yard. And we're having a rummage sale this weekend. And I have dishes to wash. But what about this moment?
Let's stop and let the laundry pile up and the phone ring while we sit on the steps in the sunshine, nibbling our snack and listening to the birds.
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And now to the Babywearing Celebration…
Three tots, parking lot
do i need another arm?
no, just the Ergo!
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ERGObaby: Susan M. who said:
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